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  <title>Emmii's Journal ²ºº4</title>
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    <name>Emmii</name>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2004-03-02T13:07:00</title>
    <published>2004-03-02T13:16:16Z</published>
    <updated>2004-03-02T13:16:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Last week the holiday was so good. I really enjoyed it! On the way there Louis took a wrong turning, but we got there fine apart from that. The villa which we stayed in was soo nice! I really didn't expect it to be as nice as it was. We did heaps of swimming every day, went on all the water slides and the rapids and the flumes. Louis and Carl entered a doubles snooker tournament on Tuesday and they came 4th which was good, and Louis entered an American Pool tournament and he came 3rd! He won 6 out of the 7 games he played, and the guy he lost to cheated!&amp;nbsp;I&amp;nbsp;reckon he coulda won, the guy who actually&amp;nbsp;won Louis beat him in the first round so yeah...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;On Wednesday me and Louis went to the Aqua Sana which is full on Steam rooms, saunas,&amp;nbsp;zen gardens, spas and all heaps of really nice stuff, we was there for three hours and it was so relaxing. They had a meditation room too which was really comfy and we nearly fell asleep in it.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It was gay having to come back, I really want to be back on holiday now and I wish I had taken some more pictures! School is so crap at the moment, I've just finished doing a&amp;nbsp;whole report thing for Business Studies which was really hard, and Louis is coming over in about&amp;nbsp;20 minutes :) &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Works been good. Got that tonight too. And&amp;nbsp;on Sunday night I&amp;nbsp;got a phonecall from my ex boyfriend. I havent heard from him&amp;nbsp;in like two years and it freaked me out talking to him. I told Louis and&amp;nbsp;stuff, he doesnt really want me talking to him which I dont mind cuz I dont really wanna either. He was such an asshole to me and it freaks me out just talking to him. Can't believe I ever went out with&amp;nbsp;him! Ew.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ANYway, going to Disneyland next week, and my braces are coming off too! I can't wait, its going to feel really weird, but I have to stop sucking my thumb which is gonna be hard :(&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2004-02-16T15:13:00</title>
    <published>2004-02-16T15:13:53Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-16T15:13:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I had a really nice Valentines Day. Its the first time I've actually had a boyfriend on this day too. It was nice, Louis got me a card and this big chocolate heart with Louis and Emma written on it in icing, then he took me to this Chinese reastraunt where we had some yummy food, then he slept over my house! :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My Mum bought me a laptop computer yesterday. Which I still cant quite believe, she says its for University and everything, its really nice and I can't wait to get using it all properly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Schools okay, going on holiday next week!!! Can't wait cant wait cant wait! Its gonna be so good! I'm really looking forward to it.</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2004-02-12T14:42:00</title>
    <published>2004-02-12T14:45:22Z</published>
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    <content type="html">I hate bitchiness. I'm not even at school and two of my "friends" cant help themselves but bitch. Its so pathetic. Everything they slate me about they do themselves, they are such hypocrites! What is the point?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, thank god this is our last year of school - maybe then I might actually meet some maturer people who don't feel the need to bitch.</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2004-02-05T17:10:00</title>
    <published>2004-02-05T17:15:34Z</published>
    <updated>2004-02-05T17:15:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">It was Louis' birthday yesterday. He's 18! I went to his house, so did my sister and parents and lots of other people. It was good, I got him some leather seat interiors for his new car. :) And we are going to Rochester on Saturday to celebrate with lotsa other people which should be good. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Schools been quite good, me and Sam have started going to the gym to tone ourselves up for our holiday, its fun in there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, my braces are &lt;b&gt;finally&lt;/b&gt; coming off on March 10th! Yay! I haven't told anyone yet, I think I might keep it secret and see if anyone notices that they are gone. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Been quite busy, I'm doing 3 days a week at work now, Monday, Tuesday and Saturday. I need the money! Anyways, just thought I would update since I havent for ages. Hope everyones okay, I'll read all my friends things later and comment!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;x x x x</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2004-01-13T17:00:00</title>
    <published>2004-01-13T17:03:10Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-13T17:03:10Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Sugababes - Too Lost In You</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Got my exams this week, had one already and it was pretty easy really. Next one is on Thursday. I have been so tired, I just keep on falling asleep all the time! School is starting to suck again, last week was okay and now its just so crap. :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I had all my hair cut on Friday and now its really short again, I like it. Had a good weekend. Debating whether to go look at a university tomorrow after school with Louis... I dunno if I should. It seems pretty good but I don't feel like seeing him at the moment.</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2004-01-08T20:56:00</title>
    <published>2004-01-08T20:59:54Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Schools been okay this week, I was really dreading it but it hasnt been that bad at all. Everyones been quite happy and stuff, I've dropped Maths - decided to do that elsewhere cuz I ain't ever gonna get the grades I want at school so yeah...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I booked a holiday at Center Parcs for Me, Louis, Sam, Carl and two others on February 23rd for five days. I'm really looking forward to it! It'll be a wicked little holiday, can't wait! The only problem is right now we cant find two extra people to come with us. :( We've asked a few but none can make it so hopefully we will find someone!</content>
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    <title>²ºº4</title>
    <published>2004-01-04T13:50:30Z</published>
    <updated>2004-01-04T13:50:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Happy New Year everyone! I had a good new years, went to a party with Louis and his family and it was nice. It was at a really posh house lots of people were there even though I didn't know hardly any of them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before we went out at about 7, me Louis and his Dad went up to the top of the church in Shorne. It was soo scary cuz we had to climb like so many spiral stairs but it was really cool once we got to the top. I dont like churches at night though, they are so freaky.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me and Louis left at about 11:30 though, and walked back to his house, and we just saw in the new year there by ourselves. His Dad went back up to the top of the church just after midnight and played his bagpipes so everyone heard. It was quite funny!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had quite a good year so far, I havent made any resolutions. On Friday I went to Center Parcs with Louis' family for the day. It was really fun, freezing cold but we did loads of stuff like swimming and things. I liked it! We got back at about 2 in the morning and I slept over their house.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Christmas was good, I got lots of nice stuff. I got one of those I-Pods, and they are sooo wicked! I got other things too like jewlery and clothes and money, it was a good Christmas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work yesterday was alright, the day went relatively quickly and I got to see Louis at lunch for a little bit. After work me and Louis went to go and see Lord Of The Rings, The Return of The King, and it was really good. It was ever such a long film but a good one, the best out of all three I reckon. I still prefer Harry Potter though, they showed the trailer for that too!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, school tomorrow, I really dont want to go, its so crap but oh well. I'm not even really looking forward to seeing anyone either...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But yeah, Happy New Year everyone, hope you all had a nice christmas. Hope this year is better than the last!</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-23T19:41:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-23T19:49:46Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Atomic Kitten - Ladies Night</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I've had a really good holiday so far. I'm so excited for Christmas! Did my final bit of shopping today with Louis, I bought Daisy an awesome present and some for Dad aswell. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mums gone to the Bahamas, its weird without her. When she called, she told Dad how her suitcases were still in Miami! Cuz on the way over there they stop off at Miami and thats where all her bags are still, so shes not too happy about that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Been with Louis since Sunday, its &lt;b&gt;7 Months Today&lt;/b&gt; too. Hes so sweet and I love him sooo much! I got him his present too, I bought him this quite heavy silver chain to go round his neck and its really nice, hes got a bracelet similar to it already with his name engraved on it, so hopefully he should like it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh yeah! On Saturday night Louis crashed his car. Its been written off so its totally undrivable now which is a real big shame. I ALWAYS told him to drive carefully, luckily he wasnt hurt or anything, he just hit his head and stuff, but his car is completley ruined. :( I'm gonna miss his car...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, hope everyone has a Happy Christmas! And a Happy New Year! I don't really want 2003 to end, its been really awesome.</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-23T19:08:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-23T19:39:09Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-23T19:41:18Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Boogie Pimps - Somebody to Love</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's quite a hard one... Heaps of stuff! *thinks*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I kinda kept one, of becoming more confident and stuff, I've changed heaps in that way, which I wanted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;3. Did anyone close to you give birth?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nope.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;4. Did anyone close to you die?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thankfully no.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;5. What countries did you visit?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;France and The Gambia in Africa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmm, more enthumsiam for the future? Hopefully I'll be starting Uni.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So many... Gambia (4th Feb - 9th Feb) for so many reasons, it was a real eye opener... and then 5th April, my 17th Birthday party, cuz it was awesome and changed a whole heap of things about me from that time onwards - and got me an awesome boyfriend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My recent new job, my standard at school this year, Louis, quite a lot really. I can't really pick one - maybe going to Gambia and helping the kids.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;9. What was your biggest failure?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know I couldn't really help it, but the fact my cat Louie has gone missing and most likley will never come back. :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;10. Did you suffer illness or injury?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nah, nothing serious.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;11. What was the best thing you bought?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My ticket to France, that was the best holiday EVER! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;? Thats a strange question.. everyone I guess/ Louis?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;.13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My Mums sometimes, and Louis' occasionally. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;14. Where did most of your money go?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Entertainment, going out, presents, clothes etc...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Both of my holidays, my 17th, which I have to say has been the most wicked age to be so far.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;16. What songs will always remind you of 2003?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Christina Aguilera - Beautiful and probably Junior Senior - Move Your Feet, ooh and that Mad World song, the current number one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;17. (i) Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happier definitley, so much happier!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;(ii) thinner or fatter?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fatter, I've put on about a stone since I've been going out with Louis, which I am very happy about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;(iii) richer or poorer?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Richer, ever since I started working again anyway. I have money in the bank! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;18. What do you wish you'd done more of?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sports, I wish I could be bothered to take up more things like sports and stuff, I feel lazy. And I dont do PE anymore at school! And I wish I'd started to learn to drive much sooner than I have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;19. What do you wish you'd done less of?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lazing around really.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;20. How will you be spending Christmas?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'll be with Dad and Daisy cuz Mums gone to the Bahamas, and it'll be a nice little christmas at home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;22. Did you fall in love in 2003?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;23. How many one night stands?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;None!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;24. What were your favourite TV programmes?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friends, Neighbours, and anything funny, like Little Britain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nah, the people I hate I hated last year too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;26. What was the best book you read?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix, it was probably the only book I read too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;27. What was your greatest musical discovery?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My music taste has changed heaps, and I LOVE Michael Jackson, and hated him before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;28. What did you want and get?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Holidays, cats, boyfriend, job.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;29. What did you want and not get?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An A in English??&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;30. What was your favourite film of this year?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pirates of the Carribean.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was 17, and I had a party and invited all my friends. I had it at the pub where I worked and it was really fun. :) Heidi even came. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having a car?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alright, not to OTT but not really horrible. I just buy stuff I like, mostly girly things - I finally wore skirts and a bikini this summer aswell! Something I've never done before.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;34. What kept you sane?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Home, even though my family is insane, they keep my feet on the ground and nothing is really taken seriously.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dennis from Eastenders. He is sooo cute. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;36. What political issue stirred you the most?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All that war crap.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;37. Who did you miss?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Louis when he was away on holiday for longer.. my Mum at the moment cuz shes away. and my family when they were on holiday. I missed them so much it was frustrating.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;38. Who was the best new person you met?&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Louis! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't take everything for granted, after going to Africa it really opened my eyes, to not be so spoilt and stuff. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We are beautiful in every single way" lol</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-18T09:43:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-18T09:48:58Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Michael Jackson - Earth Song</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I feel really happy and loved at the moment. :) This week has definitley been better than the last couple! Schools been quite okay this week, I went round Louis' yesterday and helped him with an essay. Which I basically wrote myself anyway, but I don't really mind doing those things for him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We went to Bluewater after and I had to take a couple of things back, I got my boots that I'm getting for Christmas and I tried to take back the dress I wore for the Work Xmas Party but the stupid woman wouldn't take it. :P &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Louis came back to mine after and slept over the night, I had such a comfy sleep. We had to get up at like 7 in the morning though which was crap cuz of school. I didn't go in though, but Louis took Daisy to school which was cool of him. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got a surprise party to go to tomorrow, looking forward to that, then me, Daisy Mum and Dad have been invited over Louis' for dinner on Saturday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't wait for Christmas now. Mums going to the Bahamas on Sunday, so she wont be here which will be strange..</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-14T21:25:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-14T21:26:38Z</published>
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    <content type="html">I want to live &lt;a href="http://www.hawaii-realty.com/home3.htm"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-14T17:38:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-14T17:47:20Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Happy Christmas (War Is Over)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">The end of a very tiring week... I've felt really down for the last few days, I don't really know why, just feel so crappy. I think I just need a break. Christmas is coming up so I'll try then! I had a bit of a cry at Louis Friday night, I feel bad cuz I made it seem like it was all his fault that I'm upset but its not... He was really good about it though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work was quite good yesterday, I was working in my usual department with everyone which was nice. Sam and Carl came in to my work in the afternoon to annoy me. Carls got such a loud mouth and nearly got me in trouble so I told them to go and find Louis and annoy him and they did!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went back to Louis' after and we watched a film and had popcorn and stuff, then we went to my house and slept. I love having him there in my bed to cuddle up to. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got school tomorrow, don't really want to go but I have to. And I have to take in all my presents for everyone. Still got heaps of Christmas shopping to do, dunno how I'm gonna manage it though! Its gonna be so hard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;x</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-11T17:10:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-11T17:20:04Z</published>
    <updated>2003-12-11T17:20:04Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Katie Melua - Closest Thing To Crazy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">The Christmas party was wicked. It was excellent! Emma (a girl I work with) told me I looked really pretty, and that she didnt really recognise me! I got quite drunk, Louis couldn't cuz he had to drive. Poor baby. Everyone was all dressed up, and we danced lots and everything. I love my work :) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish I could work instead of school. I hate it with a passion, I havent been for a while, its just so crap. Everyone there just talks about the same crap every day, if they aren't going on obsessivley about their boyfriends then they are bitching about someone, and its like get a life. I HATE school. I dont wanna go back. If it wasnt for University then I wouldn't. I just have to wait until May, then I can get out of that crappy place away from those pathetic people forever!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANYway, went over Louis' yesterday, it was nice. I havent been there for a couple of weeks. He was being so cute and sweet yesterday, and lovely! We went out after, to get his brother a birthday present and had some hot chocolate at the coffee shop place. It was nice. I love him so much. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My cat hasnt come back, I reckon he got caught by a fox or something. :( Poor Louie, he was sooo cute... I hope he does come back one day, even though it really doesnt look very likely. *big sigh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't really wanna go school tomorrow, I think I might not... its only Friday. Then at least I have work to look forward too on Saturday!</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-07T15:11:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-07T15:14:30Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Work was good yesterday - I was on the Stationary counter all day instead of my bit, and I got to work with Kristee all day. I've known her since I was like born (her Mum's my Godmother), and we more or less grew up together, but I havent actually spoken to her properly for a couple of years now. It was nice to talk to her again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got the work Christmas party tonight. I can't wait! We're going at about half 7 - 8, so woo! Louis slept over lastnight, we went to go and see the film Elf after work. It was soooo funny. I thought it was gonna be one of those crappy movies but it was really good. Louis wants to go see it again.</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-12-03T15:53:00</title>
    <published>2003-12-03T15:56:27Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Girls Aloud - Hopelessly Devoted To You (Lou)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Louis took me to see Love Actually yesterday. It was really good! Longer than I expected but good, quite funny as well. He didn't like it much though, and we got home really late!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me and Louis gave my Dad a lift up to Bluewater to meet Mum, it felt weird giving Dad a lift. Its always been the other way around. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got my dress for the christmas party, its really cute. And I got some cool boots for Christmas. Need to still do more shopping though! Hopefully I can go later.</content>
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    <title>Lala</title>
    <published>2003-12-01T17:19:29Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Its nearly Christmas! Woo. I have spent like all my money too. And I've only bought one present! So god knows how I'm going to get everyone elses. I don't get paid again till like the 20th December, and think how busy everythings gonna be then!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Schools been okay, bit boring as usual. Went to a party on Saturday, it wasn't really that fun, everything was so exact and blah. Me and Katie R had our own little fun instead by doing other things - which I won't say cuz then everyone will think I'm horrible.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Work was busy busy on Saturday, and its the Christmas Work Party this Sunday. I'm so excited! I really like everyone there. I'm getting this way cute little dress to wear there, its like £50 though. I'll still get it! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Louis driving now is so cool. Its like we can do anything we want, and when we want and I never have to ask Dad to pick me up and stuff. I'm not gonna rely on Louis for everything though, I havent actually asked him for any lifts yet, hes offered all himself! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, I'm going to go and watch Neighbours now - Happy Christmas! x x</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-11-28T18:10:00</title>
    <published>2003-11-28T18:11:54Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Louis passed his driving test!!! He can drive! Yay! Go him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today was okay, Louis picked me Daisy and Sam up from school and took us all home. He is so sweet! And so cool in his car and stuff. Yay he can drive!</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-11-19T15:19:00</title>
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    <lj:music>Atomic Kitten - Ladies Night</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I feel so happy at the moment. I went over to Louis' last night, and finished off his homework for him. He had to create a website for a Media project, and really didn't have a clue so I've more or less done it all. Well I have done it all! I don't mind though, it was quite fun. He told me I'm going to benefit from doing all this for him anyway! In all ways possible!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He was being really cute yesterday, I love him so much! When I got to his house we watched TV for a bit, and he fell asleep cuddling me, and when he falls asleep he goes all heavy and I can't even move his arms off me, it was embarrassing having to talk to his Mum while I was stuck like that! Hes all cute when he sleeps, he twitches and makes funny noises sometimes too. *lol* I still don't know what to buy him for Christmas either!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had a good day today, me and Sam are doing Car Manufacturing in Business Studies and for our project we have covered it in pictures of all the cars from 2Fast2Furious. It looks really cool! :)</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-11-17T15:54:00</title>
    <published>2003-11-17T15:58:01Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Back at school today. I had a nice weekend, spent most of it at Louis'. Work was good - ish, I didn't really like it much today cuz I had to do lots of cutting and material stuff, so I asked if I could be moved onto tills and they said yes. So woo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My cat is not back, thats like a week now. :( Where is he!?!?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Theres a Christmas party at work in December, and you have to dress up all nice, I think I'm going to go. I want to, I hope Louis does! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I get paid on Friday too, how nice it will be to have money again! Yay! Anyways, really tired, what does everyone think of my new layout? The girl with her hands over her mouth is a spitting image of my little sister when she was that age. They're so alike its scary!</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-11-13T11:38:00</title>
    <published>2003-11-13T12:13:11Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Went over to Louis' house last night, I was quite nervous, since we've been arguing for like four days straight and haven't actually seen each other so yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was a bit scary at first, but okay. We talked, and he actually didn't lose his temper! He could of a couple of times, but he didn't so that was good. So things are quite a lot better! Much better infact.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next lot of bad news though... :( My cat Louis, has been missing since Monday night. Hes only like eight months old and hes gone, we've looked everywhere for him, and I made some posters and leaflets yesterday to go around. I miss him! And so does Tio, the other cat. I hope he comes back soon and that nothing has happened to him... :(</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-11-10T15:58:00</title>
    <published>2003-11-10T16:02:39Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Okay, so things are looking slightly better than they were yesterday. I talked (or should I say argued) with him some more today. I told him that he is the only person in the position to make things better, and if he can't do that then its not really going to work at all.. He told me that he loved me, that he always would and promised I had nothing to worry about. He also gave me that girls number to prove he had nothing to hide. I'm not gonna call her or anything though...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So stuffs a little better, I think I'm just going to go on a slow down phase, let us calm down. I'm happier now than I was, but you can't just ignore these kidna things if they happen really can you?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But yeah, thanks for the comments too :) lets just see what happens!</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-11-09T19:05:00</title>
    <published>2003-11-09T19:29:05Z</published>
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    <content type="html">My weekend was half good half bad. Work was so fun yesterday, we did till training all day then started working in our departments. They put me on tills straight away and I got to serve people and stuff. It was so fun! Its like playing shop. The only thing I couldn't do right was put the stuff into bags. lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Met Louis after work, we went back to mine and then he borrowed Mums car and we went to go pick up Sam and Carl from Swanscombe. We all came back to mine and Dad did loads of fireworks and we had a huge bonfire. Sparklers too. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then the bad stuff came, I had a big arguement with Louis after Sam and Carl had left. I have this little inkling he might be seeing one of his ex girlfriends. I didnt ask him when I first started to wonder, I thought I'd gather up all my facts first and this is what I had:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- This ex is the first girl he slept with... he didnt talk to her anymore, but I've seen messages from her on his phone. But never read them.&lt;br /&gt;- Whenever he got messages he would read the other ones in front of me but never the ones from her.&lt;br /&gt;- He wouldnt even let me touch him phone.&lt;br /&gt;- When I asked him about her, he said he doesnt even talk to her, then I was like "Well why have you got messages from her on your phone??" then he was like, oh she texts me sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;- I finally got a hold of his phone last night, the ones from her were gone, but I read one to her that was in his sent items, and he told her he was somewhere with his mate when he was really with me. And it was quite flirty aswell.&lt;br /&gt;- She texted back, while he was downstairs so I read it, and she was asking to meet up the following weekend. I deleted it though so he never knew about that.&lt;br /&gt;- And.. he has cheated on about 2 - 3 girlfriends in the past...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just think its weird a bit dodgy. So I asked him if he was, and he got so angry at me. Asking why would I accuse him of doing things like that cuz he never would etc... When I asked him why did he lie about not being with me to her, and did she even know he had a girlfriend, his answers were pretty crap.&lt;br /&gt;We argued for ages, him being so bloody unreasonable it was untrue! So we made up, then this morning after he'd left I asked him could I have her number, because surely if he has nothing to hide, then there wouldnt be a problem would there? But no, he wouldnt give it to me and he went all aggressive again and wouldnt answer things properly etc...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So yeah, I'm kinda stuck. Nearly all of the time I trust him 100%, but this is just weird. I think I have a point, but he thinks I don't. I told him I dont want him having anything to do with her anymore, because if she is just some ex who he doesnt particularly like as he said, it wouldnt be a great loss. He said he wont speak to her anymore and stuff. But he is still being a pathetic excuse for a man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I told him it just makes it more obvious he is up to something if he gets so aggressive so quickly over it, but he said thats because he doesnt like being accused of things he hasnt done. Hes says he hasnt done anything like that to me and that he wouldnt ever. Part of me believes him, part of me wants to, and the other part doesn't. I just dont know what to do, its impossible to talk maturely to him about this, I tried so hard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I asked him if he wanted to break up, he said no. He kinda makes me feel bad for even suggesting he would see someone behind my back, but if I worry about those kind of things who else am I supposed to tell? Hes the only one who can do anything about it...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But yeah, all this shit has happened to me before so I'm not completely stupid when it comes to telling whether someone is cheating on you or not. I used to, and still do kinda, think that Louis wouldn't ever do that. He doesnt seem capable and I just trust/trusted him completley.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...Any advice anybody? I'm really lost at what to do..</content>
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    <published>2003-11-03T14:26:18Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Girls Aloud - Jump (For My Love)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I've had a really good week this half term. Shame its all over! Everything always goes so fast!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saw Louis most days, he slept over a couple times, and we went out a few places. I went over his on Monday and we rented out a film and got lotsa popcorn. We had a meal Tuesday night at Nandos, and he stayed over mine, and we went to a University to look around on Thursday, and went out that night too. It was nice. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday I started my new job! I was so nervous but it was soo cool! I love it! I wore my suit thing, and they gave me my little John Lewis badge, and I felt all grown up and professional. *lol*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I met a few new people, who are really nice. Especially this girl Liz, she's going to be working in the same department as me. Louis had a couple of his breaks the same time as me so we got to see each other. All the girls I met were like "Awww your sooo sweet" when he was there. But yeah, it was really cool. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After work I went straight to Katie Rucks house and we got ready and went up to the Chequers, they had a 60's night and it was really good. Everyone came, Sam and Carl too. And Louis! :) It was really fun, I got quite drunk. Afterwards I slept over at Louis' house, and spent all Sunday there aswell. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was supposed to be back at school today, but was waaay too tired. Got to go tomorrow though.. Can't wait...</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-10-27T17:02:00</title>
    <published>2003-10-27T17:04:12Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Yay! I start my new job on Saturday. I can't wait, it'll be nice to get working again, finally earning my own money!</content>
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    <title>f_a_e_r_i_e @ 2003-10-23T12:33:00</title>
    <published>2003-10-23T11:39:07Z</published>
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    <lj:music>Girls Aloud - Jump (For My Love)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Yesterday I met Louis after school and we went to Greenwich University. It really nice and looking around it just makes you wanna go there so badly! I can't wait to go to Uni now. We're going to look at some more first though. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They have some really amazing buildings there, and theres lotsa little squirrels running around. The tour man showed us this huge place where you get your diploma at graduation, and apparantly Four Weddings and a Funeral was filmed there, and then theres another building where some of Tomb Raider and The Mummy was filmed. All in one place! It was so nice though.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went back to his house after, it was nice. We made pizza and stuff, and watched TV. I know I say this all the time, but I really do love him! Its five months today too. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having a party on Saturday, woo. A Halloween one, should be good. Lotsa people are coming, I'm busy downloading heaps of songs to make a good CD for it. It takes sooo long!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;xxxx</content>
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